I'm chilled in my room, sipping a glass of wine while puffing a cigarette. Having insane thoughts, feeling like I'm lost in the game. I've spent quite a few months trying to figure my way out but i can't make it to the next level alone, i have too many doubts... that maybe I'm just wasting my time... maybe it will make sense in time but I've run out of cash to keep on buying time. So in the meantime i have to keep on going for the sake of pushing time. And when my time comes, tables will turn like they always said back in time. Before taking it far ...will you be there during hard times? Cause they all turn back after running a few miles. They all get tired after having a breaktime and they were all last seen during the good times.